APEKEBENDETAH

alllooohaaaa...
it's been quite a while since the last time i post sumthing
it's just that nothing interesting has been goin on in my life..
I've started my class again,on the 5th jan,
everything is different now,new lecturers,new classes,
and all my classmates seems to have change to become more 'kiasu' now.hahaha
but I guess it's a good thing,I wish I could become like them.
I'm also getting used to have this metal glued on my teeths.
It's been a month,and thankgod my teeth are gettin better every day..
i also got use to seeing the mirror and looking at my big gap at my front row of teeth..
it's not shockingly terrifying anymore(I used to restrain myself from smiling at first)
It is also my daily rutin to bring my special floss to college,coz even a rice can get stuck in between and I don't realize anythin at all until someone laugh at me,it happened b4

anyway,I've been such a huge spender this week..
nipis je my wallet,just receipts full in it
no rihanna or jason mraz concert for me then...
but it's not a big deal,
I can still listen to rihanna in my mp3,
it's not like she knows me pon..kuikui..
even if I go,I'll buy the cheapest ticket..
which is far far away from seeing her performing..
burn aje lah..

my college days are getting busier each day
so many things to do at one time..
I've once slept at 3.30 am trying to finish my maths..x siap pun...
holy cow,i know most of my friends are used to sleeping late at night...no big deal...
my seniros dah nak fly....hhhuuuaaa....
it's not the sound of me cryin,just that I can't wait for ausmat to finish..
with everyone passing with flying colours...what a feeling......8 more months...
but I'm still here surfing this f*****g internet,as if not worried of anything that matters.
i mean shouldn't I be studying like hard core right now?
I need an inspiration to keep me goin....
and finding out some of the seniors didn't pass the jpa benchmark really creeps the hell out of me...
I feel sorry for them..
It can happen to anyone,including me,u
in a "bee hive",let's not forget what matters the most right now...
thinking about it gives me a little push at the back of me.....
The tiny push said "wake up,wake up"in a cute little baby voice...
but I'm a big boy, hello...i'm quite heavy to be pushed around....
owh,just zip up my mouth and listen for the calling.


ps; my post for this blog is a bit affected from me writing my educational english blog.....so it may sounded a bit gloomy and thoughtful,,hahaha, i'm a happy person

this video is hilarious:

beauty vs pain

so my father finally agree with me that i really need to wear braces
we decided to see dr sarah(with an h)last tuesday at tamantun...just nearby ou the mall...
waiting my name to be called by the lady gave me sweats of fearfullness....
so when i was finally called upon,i came in with my father...
dr. sarah is very kind..she reminds me of my former biology teacher....
she's like giving me all this lectures bout my teeth.....which from my self evaluation,my teeth sucks....but still,the guilt is on me....as it is my own teeth,hallo!..
she said on that day she will only consult me,nothing else....(fush,lega!)
then she ask me whether i want to have the metal or ceramic braces....
eventhough i really want the ceramic braces badly, but considering my father really want to keep to his budget and i don't want to make him pay soo much i decided to take up the metal ones...(the price is like double for ceramic)
it's not that bad really,just the fact that with metal braces it can be seen clearly,like telling all the people "i'm rearangging my teeth u c"haha....nak cantekla katekan...
then i went to do the x ray and sculpture of my teeth by biting something like plastisciny texture which would make anyone throw up,yucky!!
then suddenly dr sarah called me back after checking my x-ray and said that i hav an extra tooth at the front and need to be taken down too...
so instead of 4 tooth to be pulled,it would be 5!!why?why?
so the fact is, i have to be "rongak"for a while till my teeth is straighten......hahahaha:(

last wednesday i went to dr putri get 2 of my tooth down.....
nothing extraordinary....just that the syringe was shockingly big,huge,enormous,humongous, giant like... called it whatever u like....
but after that i felt nothing...nothing at all..
during the pulling teeth 'ceremony' i saw that the dentist was having problem pulling my teeth out...
she said my teeth is so strongly attached and i saw she was moving to the left and right while doing it...
haha...i managed to laugh at that time...as i was fully numb at that part...
if i didn't get the shots in the 1st place...
i would have probably knocked the dentist down at that time.....imagine the pain...argh!!!
and today i just got the other 3 down...and it's more painfull than my last visit....
even the dentist said to me"susah nak jadi cantik ni hazman"...i only managed to giggle as my mouth was widely opened...

finally,the worst part is over....no more teeth pulling,no more painkiller,,hooray!
and next tuesday finally,"the braces"
right now i feel like a total granny
i want to say sorry to the dentist who had trouble pulling out my teeth,as most of my teeth is 'L' in shape...i gave her a really hard time....peluh2 that dentist..haha

and another thing,shouldn't today ielts result is out?
so i guess we just hav to wait then...
gudluck to everyone!

money calling

december has come....

and here i am...broke,kayap,with just some penny in my account....

argh...hampeh

here's the story.....

i'm not that good in handling my own money...

bile fisrt2 i dapat my jpa money i have planned all my expenditure carefully....

but month by month i started to get bored of all this 'controlled' and over 'budgeted' life that i decided to spend it on things that r unnecessary......

shopping shopping shopping...

when we finally can control a large amount of money by ourselves,the money in the account always seem like its never going to finish....right?

and when the amount left is only 'ttttttttuuuuuuuutttttttttuuuuuuuutttt' ,that is when we realise how boros have we got ourselves into...

tp still manage to spend money lg tuh...tu yg x tahan tu..

haish....

and december..where all the stores r having their megasales..

if not stock clearance......that's worse..coz all the stuff is much much cheaper than usual.....

and urge me to spend like hell....argh,and i can't stand it...the indulgence to spend money....i really need something to stop me

i hope to do better next year...hav to slap myself if i hav to....

oprah!give me 0.1% of ur wealth will ya

some funny incident happened today when i went to cinneleisure to accompany my sis ptg rambut...

i was ordering vannila cone ice cream at the mcd ice cream booth...

then the cashier said "cone ais krim dah habis la bang,kite bagi ais krim dalam bekas je la".

I thought he mean ice cream yg usually dlm cone he change it to a cup.....

then suddenly he put chocolate onto it.....aik..

i thought ice cream cone ltk dlm cup....then he said the name of the ice cream is 'sunday ice cream'

hek eleh......what the heck man......cakapla from the start u only serve sunday ice cream.....

ice cream dalam bekas??

but....considering that i pity him for some reason i just took it...

then i realise promotion rm 2 for sunday pon already finish...

ow man...

so i pon pay him with the normal price.....

lawak la that bro...,.

hi all

hi hi hi!
so finally i ended up having my own own blog....

hooray!!

haha..so this are some details of me;

my name is hazman

malay

studying in kbu college

live in pj...where u can taste all flavour of life...hihihi

i wear spectacles...it runs in my family

i love buying things....whatever things....especially clothes....although rarely wear most of it...

budak pj la katekan...haha

i eat a lot.....love malay food......especially spicy food(sambal belacan is essential in my everyday diet)

i guess i start my own blog bcoz i got influenced by most of my friends....
i'm quite vulnerable u see..


so i am suppose to update it regularly rite?
insyallah i will...
so see u guys and girls then...